[No one has touched him like this in - well, in a long time. It doesn't matter that it's not gentle. Derek doesn't really want gentle, anyway. But there's a reason he wants Stiles to control more of this, right now.
Because even if every cell in his body says wolf, he can't forget that Stiles is human somewhere, and that much is important. He was never on top with Kate, because he was afraid-
He was afraid he would hurt her.
His eyes close a little as he breathes in the smell of this, luxuriates in the feeling of someone else touching him, of Stiles touching him]
Re: .
Because even if every cell in his body says wolf, he can't forget that Stiles is human somewhere, and that much is important. He was never on top with Kate, because he was afraid-
He was afraid he would hurt her.
His eyes close a little as he breathes in the smell of this, luxuriates in the feeling of someone else touching him, of Stiles touching him]
No, this isn't a test.