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[lupusalpha]

[He rolls his eyes.]

If I'm bored I watch a movie.

[studmuffin]

You - [ He doesn't growl like Derek but he tries? ] What do you even want?

[lupusalpha]

Don't.

[studmuffin]

Don't what?

[ >| Derek]

[lupusalpha]

What I want. I'm not-

[He cuts that off]

Do you like it?

[studmuffin]

I --

Jesus would it kill you to answer one of my questions for once?

[lupusalpha]

I don't know the answer, Stiles!

[studmuffin]

[ He just gives a great frustrated growl and then turns on his heel to leave. ]

Fine.

[lupusalpha]

[He grabs him. No. Don't leave. Don't leave.]

[studmuffin]

[ Stiles moves to shove him, then stops, sags a little. ]

I hate this.

[lupusalpha]

[He takes a breath and his voice is deep, husky. He's asking something he couldn't even ask Boyd and Erica.]

Don't leave.

[studmuffin]

I can't, don't you get it?

[ Breathing through his teeth. ] You don't explain, you make me feel like crap, and I still fucking --.

[lupusalpha]

I can't answer these questions. I don't know the answer. It's not that simple.

[studmuffin]

It is. You either feel something or you don't and you're stringing me along for fun.

[ Staring at him. ] I thought you were a dick Derek, but this is fucking topping it even for you.

[lupusalpha]

Do you think this is fun for me?

[He wants to slam his head into a wall. Instead he sits on Isaac's bed.]

Do you think I'm like Kate? That it's fun for me to string a teenager along?

[studmuffin]

I think you think I'm like how you were, and I'm not. I know what I'm doing.

[lupusalpha]

Do you?

[Really, Stiles. Do you?]

[studmuffin]

[ Stubborn, still standing by the door. ]

Sure.

[lupusalpha]

Then you tell me.

[studmuffin]

[ For a moment he just glares at Derek. ]

What she did to you was the worst freaking thing that could ever happen, Derek. But that doesn't mean --. [ An unsteady breath. ] You aren't Kate.

[lupusalpha]

I have to be careful. With you. All right?

[studmuffin]

You're being cold.

[ Fingers twitching. ] I'm not asking for you to tell me something dumb, I'm not. I just need to know this isn't just -- function for you. Because it isn't for me.

[lupusalpha]

I have everything to lose, here. This isn't the bite.

[You can leave any time you want. He thinks he's being so clear.]

[studmuffin]

You're forfeiting, that's not the same.

[lupusalpha]

I asked you to stay.