I thought it was because the wolf part of my brain works differently? But -. I don't know, all I've ever looked for is a cure. I've never tried to figure it out before.
[ He hugs his chest in an almost defensive gesture. ]
I used to think it hurt so bad simply because the man who bit me wanted it to. I just don't know how I'm supposed to accept something like that? Because it's not just me it hurts, but my parents too.
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[ His frown deepening. ]
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[He asks a little gruffly buuuut]
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Do you want to remember?
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[Because Derek knows that a lot of what the wolf feels is what the man feels, too.]
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Yes. Merlin knows I do. I wish I could just get rid of it.
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You hate something that much, of course it's going to be angry.
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[ Remus deals with it, he does. He tries to. ]
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[Pause]
But it's not something separate from you.
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[ He's not being rude. Or sarcastic. He's just being Remus. ]
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We're different, but my wolves, they all understand that they have to accept that part of who they are.
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I used to think it hurt so bad simply because the man who bit me wanted it to. I just don't know how I'm supposed to accept something like that? Because it's not just me it hurts, but my parents too.
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[He's thinking]
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[ Then. ] You don't?
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We're different.
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I imagined so.
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